predictable

your smile is strained and you're waiting
for a kiss that just won't come

sooo. i relapsed. haha relapse. i sound like i'm a methhead or something. whatever. it was just for a couple of days. it's not the end of the world. i'll just try again :)

anddd. this is officially the longest i've ever been single. like ever since i was 11 and i had my first boyfriend lmao. D: i hate being single. oh well. it's not the end of the world.

anddd. there's this girl. and i don't really know why i can't get over her but i can't. and this is the longest i've ever been stuck on one freaking person. and it's not like i haven't tried because there's been plenty of other people. oh well. i'll just try harder. it's not the end of the world

anddd. i finally got my period. :o like it stopped for a couple of days when i started throwing up again but it's all good again. and i'm almost back to size 00. yayyy. :)

andd.. actually that's it.