just pretend i didn't tear your world apart.

hey.

ladida. she doesn't get it.

andd i haven't slept in 2 days and i spent the night having panic attacks.

funfunfunfun.

october.

it's funny because the cycle was right again, right down to the date.

i'm weird.

i'm happy.

seriously. i'm genuinely happy. and i'm going to kansas or kyra's coming to new york in december and then we're flying to california :)

so i need to come up with like $1000 in two months.

i only make like $300 a month. fuck. lmao. and i still really have to fix my computer.

this weekend was perfect. like, really perfect. like, everything you've ever wanted from a person and a place and just life being handed to you without you ever having to ask.

yeah, that kind of perfect.