happy new years and some self analytical bullshit

sooo its a new year. yayy. you know, i never really got the whole changing for a new year shit or whatever, but oh well.

I dunno. I'm tired of always holding my tongue and I'm tired of being built around nothing but my own self destruction. I don't want to promise things will be better or ill be happy, because I know ill just let myself down, but I think I might as well try. Really, honestly try. If nothing else, over the last year I've realized that I'm nowhere near invicible.

Soo uhmm. Yeah. Happy new year.