dear you, i miss you. i don't know what i miss, but it hurts so much it's like somebody kicked me in the chest and i don't know what else to do but cry over it and you aren't my best friend or my girlfriend or my anything anymore and you don't tell me everything will be okay anymore.

i'm starting to think that there's always gonna be a day where there's nothing to do and i'll think about you until it breaks my heart all over again. i wish i could erase you. i wish you would miss me too.

i had to admit that to someone :/

I don't know who i am. I don't even have a favorite color, a favorite anything. I feel like anything i know about myself and any characteristic i have has been stolen from someone else and their personalities. I have no self esteem or confidence, and am slowly losing my self respect.

I want to meet someone who looks like him... same eyes, same hair, same smile. Same amazing sense of humor, but also the serious, dependable, caring side. I want him to smell the same, look the same, act the same, BE the same. The only difference? I want him to love me back... For once.

I hate being the ugly one my the group of friends.

16653.) It’s lonely here without you.

I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss how you would always make me laugh. I wish you missed me too.