rawrrrr.

so what is it that you all used to see in me and when did i lose it?

helloo worlddd. i got my lip piercedd (: haha my mom won't stop telling me how ugly i look and i'm like um thanks.

i hooked up with laura. :x but she's not strictly straight and it was her idea so.. uh. i guess it's okay, lmao.

and i hooked up with maya. D: but she's bi so it's okay.

wtf i'm a whore. lmfao. i'm seeing freddie tomorrow and he's being all cute and stuff (:

mmmm drunk feels good. yay for hard liquor <3

i dunno what to sayy. soo uhm bye i guess (: <3

instant gratification.

that's what this eating disorder and the drugs i do are all about, right? fuck tomorrow, feel okay now. i'm such a perfectionist but i always end up settling for less. i got a 2000 on the sat but what if i actually studied for the damn thing? but it's like, oh well i did okay it's good enough.

i dunno.

instant gratification. what a horrible way to live.

ANYWAYYYYY.

so i made some salad today and it was a yummy salad and i eated it and then i was happy. HAPPY SALADDDD. :D

yayyy (: