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grrr lifeee. grrr peopleee. grr my dad.

lol@the word gr.

ahaha soo i pulled another "rawr let's disappear" thing yesterday and walked around croton until 2:30 in the morning. then it started raining. and i got hit in the face with hail. and the chain on my bike like died. D:<

my dad told me to get out. i did. :\

omggg i spent like 2 hours in the comic book store (stfu im friends with the guy who owns it) talking to this guy leo about life and philosophy an freddie vs jason. he was pretty awesome. :D

i think i have a thing for black guys. especially the ones with emotional problems :x

i kinda freaked out last night and today. haha. idk. i just threw myself a day long pity party. i dunno why. buuuuutttt i'm pretty much all good now. my dad's just an ass and i'm just sick of everybody telling me to kill myself. i know i'm too sensitive.. i guess that's just the way i am.

ohh and i'm not nearly as addicted to smoking as i was afraid i was. i didn't smoke for like.. almost 24 hours. and when i did it was just because i was bored.

sooo. uhh. i dunno. ohohohoh and i only have to lose 3 more pounds and ill be back to the weight i was at before i started throwing up every day. soo.. that's good. except 3 pounds is a lot harder than it sounds when you're like a fucking midget D:<

okayyy i'm doneee :)