I don't know who i am. I don't even have a favorite color, a favorite anything. I feel like anything i know about myself and any characteristic i have has been stolen from someone else and their personalities. I have no self esteem or confidence, and am slowly losing my self respect.

I want to meet someone who looks like him... same eyes, same hair, same smile. Same amazing sense of humor, but also the serious, dependable, caring side. I want him to smell the same, look the same, act the same, BE the same. The only difference? I want him to love me back... For once.

I hate being the ugly one my the group of friends.