dear you, i miss you. i don't know what i miss, but it hurts so much it's like somebody kicked me in the chest and i don't know what else to do but cry over it and you aren't my best friend or my girlfriend or my anything anymore and you don't tell me everything will be okay anymore.

i'm starting to think that there's always gonna be a day where there's nothing to do and i'll think about you until it breaks my heart all over again. i wish i could erase you. i wish you would miss me too.

i had to admit that to someone :/